Tuesday, June 22, 2010

How come I never blog?


I suffer from extreme lameness. That's why. I'm too busy doing stupid stuff when I'm not doing super important stuff. It's like one or the other. Really stupid or super important. Blogging must be somewhere in the middle. "Darlin' I don't know why I go to extremes. Too high or too low, there ain't no in between. And if I stand or I fall, it's all or nuthin' at all. Darlin' I don't know why I go to extremes." Billy Joel knows. Sometimes I listen to that song really really loud and think I could have written it. Should have written it.

I have an amazing baby grand baby. I need more words to describe her because the old ones are not enough. All I will say is that I thought I knew what love is. I remember when my baby brother was born when I was 8. I said to myself, "Oh! I see, this is what love is." But there keeps being more and more layers. You'd think I wouldn't be surprised by it at 47. I am completely shocked and blown away by this newest love. Undone. I am love sick. My stomach actually hurts when I think about her.

Her little toes are all perfect in a row
. Her little everything is perfect.

6 comments:

Rachael said...

i don't blog enough either

A Southern Wedding Belle said...

It makes me so happy that you are blogging again, even if it may be another year before you do again. I love it when you write. I totally get the love-sickness over your sweet baby grandgirl, she is all-over perfect as far as I can tell. I think that you'll keep falling more and more in love. Isn't it grand?!

katie davis said...

she is pretty perfect=) congratulations!

Sharliss Jane Arnold said...

I miss your blogs oh so much. It seems we have all "moved" over to face book because face book required fewer words and the words of our heart don't get on those pages as much as our blogs. I miss your words, cuz I miss your heart. I want to blog more because it is from the heart most of the time.

Sharliss Jane Arnold said...

Okay, so here I write again, it went away, don't know where but it was gone in a blink of an eye. Anyway, I am thankful for the blog, I miss your blogs, we are all on Face book now, yes, I love the pictures and even some of the posts but I have to say blogging is better because it seems to be more "heart felt". Face book is short and sweet, blogging is deep and causes our hearts to be moved. I like blogs better, guess I am old and I am just that way. Thanks for blogging today, I miss your heart and here I saw it.

Leigh Anne Bedingfield said...

i had stopped blogging too. so sad...sometimes there just doesn't seem any time for it but it is also great therapy! I enjoy reading yours!